Hold and let go

Over two years ago, a very close friend of mine miscarried at 10 weeks along.

I felt horrible. My affection for this human being had, has, no bounds.

I never face-to-face apologized. To me it was so personal. Less than 2 months later we initiated a super-charged sexual relationship. I am still, two years later, despondent over the way things unfolded.

At least there is no kara to smirk at me now.